Shikhar Dhawan was first handed over the captaincy during the tour of Zimbabwe, but the duties were then handed over to returning KL Rahul and Dhawan was made his deputy. Talking about the same, Dhawan said that 'it didn't hurt him' and rationalised it by saying that it was the right thing to do.
Wasn't Hurt: Dhawan
"I wasn't hurt as I believe certain things are pre-destined and whatever happens is for our own good," said Dhawan, who is back in the captain's saddle for the ODI leg of New Zealand tour.
"And if you look at it, after Zimbabwe, I again captained against SA at home and the same selection committee handed me the leadership reins. So I am not at all hurt by what transpired in Zimbabwe. There must be something good hidden somewhere (in God's design)," the veteran opener said.
In fact, he believes in counting his blessings. In the twilight phase of his career, he got a chance to lead the national team. "I am very fortunate that at this juncture of my career, I have got a chance to lead India," he said.
He also explained how he rationalised Rahul's elevation in Zimbabwe and he was kept as his deputy.
"Look in Zimbabwe, KL was made the captain because he is the vice-captain of the main team. And since he was going to Asia Cup (after that series) and in case Rohit got injured over there (in UAE) and Rahul had to captain, it was better that he captained in Zimbabwe and remained ready on the leadership front.
"So I thought from that perspective that was the right thing to do," Dhawan said.
"Can't take my place for granted even now"
A veteran of 161 ODIs in which he has scored 6672 runs, Dhawan, who will turn 37 on December 5, knows that the margin for error is minimal as far as he is concerned.
He feels that playing just one format helps him maintain a work-life balance and stays fresh for international challenges.
"It totally depends on individuals. I count it as a blessing that I play one format and it gives me time to pursue other interests. I stay more fresh and much stronger compared to what I was when I played three formats," he said.
He knows that there will be a logjam in the top order when Rohit and Rahul come back and along with him, Shubman Gill, who is in great form, will also be a contender for the opening slot.
"We now have lots of players across three formats representing India and it's a good thing. Playing one format has its own challenges also but I make sure that I keep myself in the groove and don't lag behind others. I have to match the pace of the team. Otherwise, it won't be right," the Delhi man said.
Dhawan and Rohit make one of the most formidable opening pairs in the current era in 50-over cricket and he would like to keep up the good work alongside the regular captain.
"We guys have been performing well and have been a successful pair. But I have to keep performing and can't take anything for granted till I am playing. And that keeps me on my toes," he showed his awareness about where exactly he belongs in ODI scheme of things.
Dealing With Youngsters
Youngsters are bound to feel bad but clear communication needed. Dhawan himself was a late bloomer in his career as he made his Test debut in 2013 and at 27 became a regular member of the national team. He understands that waiting in the wings for too long could demoralise youngsters and the only thing that can change it is proper communication.
"It is good that so many talented players are there. For me, it's all about communication from "coach saab" or the captain. There should be clarity in their reasoning. The players can be sad, and bogged down. It's natural but he would know that it's done for a greater good," he said.
Dhawan will next be in action on November 25 vs New Zealand in the first ODI.