Los Angeles: Actress Jennie Garth says she has mixed thoughts about dating following her split from husband, actor Peter Facinelli.
The 41-year-old and Facinelli separated last year.
"It's fun, and it's awful all at the same time. It's like a weird type of torture. But it can be fun," Contactmusic.com quoted Portman as saying.
"It's super challenging... I expected to come out of divorce and just be great at it (dating). I'm smart and I thought I could do it. How hard could it be? But I've realised that I have to fumble my way and create the space to really be open to learning because I don't know how to do it," she added.