"I am not in a clear state of mind right now because he was really close to us. Wajid Bhai was just like family. I am too shocked to say anything. Only last week I spoke to him over video call. He was absolutely fine and I thought he would be discharged in a few days. Meanwhile, this happened. I am still not out of this trauma. I cannot think of anything right now. Whatever I am today, it is because of him", says the singer.